Well, It's with a certain detachment and the weight of a broken heart that I type these words. My love, and one of my passions in life. Is no more. While I wish her the best. I cannot bring myself to say goodbye, Though I know I should. I'll certainly always have a place in my heart for her, and she would be welcome in my life as well. It's unfortunately being handed over to the control of time. I struggled with the idea of deleting my admirations. but these things are who I am. And I don't like hiding my past. So I shall leave them. And try to carry with me, only the smiles and happiness. I shall probably continue to write, and of course some shall make it's way here. Though I don't know how soon. But it's important that the past few days are marked as the transition. I hope lessons were learned. And I hope the choices that were made, ultimately bring good and happiness. And perhaps. Maybe only the pain may be mine to bear. For I certainly would not wish it upon anyone else.

I cannot say farewell to the phrase "Always and Forever"

But I shall have to put it in my past for now. And let the tears flow from my heart as they shall. And hope that things shall mend. And find a proper place in the tapestry that is our lives.